au meme: finn dies in a car crash and rachel holds on to him through letters
↳ "Dear Finn, it’s been three months since I lost you. The world has kept turning, I found. But I’m lost without you. I still see you everywhere. But you’re not here. You can’t hold me anymore or tell me that you love me and that you believe in me. You can’t kiss it alright when I mess up again. Sometimes I call your old mobile phone number to hear your voice when the mailbox picks up. It’s starting to fade. Your face I can see perfectly fine, but your voice is starting to fade away. I can’t remember the exact tone anymore. It hurts so much, Finn. It hurts every single day. It’s because I miss you, you know. I miss you so much it hurts. They say I need to start letting go, but how can I? How can I let go of you, my love? I hope where you are you are happy. I hope that maybe you sit on your star and you look down at me as you always promised. I love you. I still love you, I always have and I will forever. Love, Rachel"